Tuesday, 31 March 2009
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Changing of the seasons...
As you can see from my latest "theme", I am desparately ready for spring and spring flowers here. But today, the wind is cold and chilly, there are still snow flurries in the air. But despite this, a few brave, hardy little tulips are pushing their way up into this cold, cold world.
I love this time of year, because it comes on so gradually, and when things do end up blooming, it just takes me by suprise. I think I've said a while back, that a group of lilies are beautiful, but they become vibrant in a field of snow.
If anything, they remind me that life doesn't stop happening because the current season's thrown a curve at them. Whether the sunshine is poured on them, or snowflakes cling, the tulips grow and bloom when it's time to do so. That's it. They don't ask when. Don't check to see if its a good date on their calendars. They don't create a rain-date just in case the weather's bad. They just do what God designed for them to do. Period.
Sometimes I wish I had the mindset of a tulip. Just do what God tells me to do, when He tells me to do it. Stop looking around me for the "perfect time"; because there isn't going to be one. Ever.
Ah well...I'm waxing poetic at the moment.
If you will, remember me in your prayers for both work and personal life, I'd really appreciate it. With work, I'm working through some techincal documentation that honestly, I just don't understand. I mean, I sorta understand some of it? But I'm going to have a meeting on Thursday, where it's my job to explain said documentation AND bring forth questions out of it to a consultant & my boss. Basically, it's like trying to read theology in French fluently, when I've only had one semester of French lessons in High School. I have to both comprehend the language of the technical document and then try to understand the mastery of the actual subject. It's harrrd.
And in personal life - exciting news...It's getting closer to time for me to speak at a women's conference in April! Yay! And I've got a lot of the process of the speaking parts done in my head. Yay! It's not on paper. Boo!
Maybe I should try and write it in a foriegn language.
Like I'm not already challenged enough. 
Just pray for God to just help me take all the scattered thoughts of this subject that I've had on my heart for four years and make it be the one He wants His daughters to hear....ALL his daughters (including me!). I've been keeping a saying on my desktop that I found not too long ago. It says this...
Speakers are like a turtle on a fence post - God has to put them up there. ~ Kathy Collard Miller
You said it, Kathy!
And thank you for not saying it in French.
Bon soir!!
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I needed to read that tonight, that I need to "Stop looking around me for the "perfect time"; because there isn't going to be one. Ever." I've been battling a certain decision for the past few months--I literally think it's the main reason I haven't been sleeping well lately. (My sleep is extremely affected by my stressing it seems.) I don't want to obsess over it, but I can't stop thinking about it. And while I know God is ultimately the One in control, I just can't help but in my fleshly mind worry about the what-ifs and hows of it all. I need to just stop and give it to Him--and I'm trying, but it's like a second by second battle! ugh. Thankfully, he's given me a DH who ISN'T stressing over it all and I need to follow his lead on that.
anyway...
how exciting about a conference coming up! i've been meaning to ask you if you've got any speaking or worship stuff coming up since you have your website up now. I know you will be a blessing to whoever you speak to--God's gifted you so much, Holly!
Give those precious kiddos a hug from me!!
love ya'll!